I'm not sure why it is that the only thing that makes me feel whole is my work, and yet I will do anything to delay getting to work. I've done quite a bit of decluttering and cleaning again this week, but my list of sewing projects is still huge and not going away at all.
removing one social contact and rearranging another has left me feeling sad and not really wanting to do much at all. the changes that life throws at us are often not as in our control as we'd like them to be
but then again, our reactions to them are totally in our control. i keep saying that i need to take better control of my life, and while i have made some great strides in that direction, i think more that i need to decide where it is that i want to be and, as a matter of fact, who i want to be.
a friend of mine on facebook posted a link to this "be happy" slide show, which ended with me subscribing to yet another self help email. the difference is, this one asks me right from the beginning "how engaged are you".
i guess that is a good question. how engaged am i? for the most part, i still feel like i am watching the parade go by, instead of marching in the parade. i need to learn to march. or at least ride a float!
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