When I first started my yoga practice with Rodney Yee, he said "if you can't reach this far, just wait until something moves, something opens to give you space, and reach a bit further".
I'd used that advice in many situations in my life, reminding myself over and over to just wait for it. There are situations that we can not change, decisions to be made, moods telling us to do something, when there is nothing to do, and in each of these, it is better to ... Just wait for it
I feel like I am ready to get my mojo back on. Even though I didn't get much done on the quilt last night, it felt so good to have it layered and ready to go. I need to be able to mark more old projects off the board faster and press through getting projects done.
I can feel how my practice needs to deepen, my writing needs to deepen, I need to engage more with people and I need to allow myself to become the person that I want to be
I felt rally good about getting myself up and moving this morning. It took some work to get out of the house on time, but getting into the car and driving myself to work felt great. It felt "everyday", and the usual nervousness was gone.
I feel really excited about meeting with my SCORE mentor next week. I love the idea of moving back into garment sewing and I am thinking of exchanging the not yet started projects on the list to reflect this change. The idea of being able to open a store would give my life the kickstart that it needs to continue moving forward and give me a name in the community.
My to do list needs to work out a new calendar which highlights a way to catch up, create Christmas, get items on Etsy and put some money away so that I can feel some sort of freedom in my decisions. I love the idea of creating a business that allows me to both support myself completely and to get out and meet people. I hope that I get over my fear of craft fairs and get myself out there, although I do not see this happening as soon as I need it to.
Fresh hair, fresh face, costumed and ready to go. I'll be putting myself best self on display. I need to learn to play the part
When you get specific about what you'll do, and where and when you'll do it, you can get from wanting something to happen to actually making it happen
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